welcome to my world

plan your life at the age of 5.

Knew exactly what you were going to do and who you were going to be.

Did everything according to the plan, to achieve this.

Not a step that you were going to miss.

As you got older, 

life got colder.

You were introduce to love, pain and hurt.

First you think, no feeling could be above,

the feeling of love;

And then you think could no feeling be worse.

Lose sight of the plan,

put your sight on a man.

Dreaming of him taking your hand,

moving to lovers’ land.

Then he took your heart and ran.

Now you wish you would’ve stuck to the plan.

That plan was concrete,

sweet and neat.

You get back on your feet,

to obtain that plan of concrete.

But remember no one ever said it was going to be easy,

nor be attained over specific amount of time.

But it takes a strong, brave and consistent mind.

Then and only then will that plan will be mine.

My reality.

Vulnerability….

Consider to be an enemy,

But I can’t deny,

The feelings within me.

You see,

I’ve been hurt before,

Don’t want to experience that anymore.

You tell me to let you in,

Trust and believe, I wish I could.

But I don’t wanna jinx shit,

Don’t wanna regret.

But with you I forget,

Forget the pain,

The memories.

I may not say the words at this moment,

But then again I feel like actions speak louder than words.

And I know my actions are screaming.

Just be patient with me,

Because I believe that we could be more together than we ever thought we could ever be. 

I’m all for you baby <3

The work stands still until u open your eyes,

birds are grounded,

wind is still,

and the run is dim until you take your 1st steps of the day….

beautiful black queen of the earth,

without you life is boring,

food without flavor,

shots with no chaser.

Gorgeous lady of mine,

I praise your being and I pray one day I can live up to your expectations…

When you speak, I’ll be sure to listen.

If you in need, I’ll lead the mission…

The people of the earth scream…ALL HAIL QUEEN POSTON